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A Matter of Mind

by Doctor Mirabilis

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1.
I awoke and watched the wily wanton moon rise up into the attic With a feeling that the ceiling was unearthing the source of its tale But deep inside the sunken afternoon, I was stifled by the static The hellhounds has been loosed by the dog-gone butchers on my trail If you’re that way inclined and I’m thinking you to be You’d better learn to read signs, ply yourself free I’ve got trouble in mind that will put your burden in the shade I took the book of haunted thought from my locker and I burned it in the furnace I hadn’t done what I was told, I was feeling strangely bold and free But the taunters had been taught to be watchful and to see what they could learn from us I want to look out on the land but the dungeon gates are all that I can see If you want to lend a helping hand, you can teach me all the codes to the kingdom I’ll carve them on my arm, I’ll head out upon the shiny sea If you’re that way inclined and I’m thinking you to be You’d better learn to read signs, ply yourself free I’ve got trouble in mind that will put your burden in the shade
2.
To the soaken semi-city on the summer’s skirts he’d taken his flight In lust for a lyrical lair in which to rage by the night The old black dog on his trail, his darkness intact Up from his sad-eyed south came a man in black The tiger was born but it roared and it rolled on past He watched its sorry tale unfold through a darker glass In the midst of that mythical mist he came under attack A fiercer dark beast came to feast on a man in black He said ‘Listen here, buddy, I don’t need nobody I won’t bleed for Christ’s body or bleed for nobody I don’t need your flurry of sympathy flooding me Your future’s all bloody, I’m not in any hurry there’ Some say that he severed all sides, that he fell like a fawn Others said he’d stolen away in the dead of the dawn If he’s alive to the night or the morn, he’s sure covered his tracks I like to dream of his being reborn, uncoiled and untaxed
3.
He came to solve a brittle mystery With his overcoatings on Said he knew we had a little history It was a bleak November dawn Well it’s true that you had kissed me In the sleek December snow But if I was Agatha Christie You were Edgar Allen Poe The last time that he’d seen ya, you were tango dancing under the moon Down in Argentina where they sure know how to kick out a tune I fed him a phoney, said you’d fed-exed me and phoned me from Rome But you’re a demon, Desdemona, don’t ya know he’s gona follow ya home It was in the crematorium While your brave non-believer burned You said they’d put a moratorium On the lovers that you’d spurned I consulted my Victorian For the way lowdown on you He was an exacting historian In truth I wanted it to be true The last time that you’d seen me, I was shadow-boxing under the midnight sun Up in northern Norway, no way’ve telling that the daylight is done You spun me a story about the Pied-Piped ways that you’d flown But you’re a demon, Desdemona and you know they’re gona follow ya home Shadows on the fields near the once sweet home where you’d grown Where now the smooth-tongued satyr sits self-satisfied on his throne Mother’s meadows in the midst of a heart grown listless and alone The warm summer wind whips Faraglionian stone
4.
Down and outward up in Nordrhein-Westfalen Michel-Erik was in need of a smoke Georgey Orwell was his travellin’ companion He was feeling abandoned, he had embers to stoke The third child of a delicate dalliance, Mother was a chanteuse from the banks of the Seine Father nimbly side-stepped her Papa’s indifference He’d been in the Resistance, there’d been others to blame A folked-up singer in a suburb of electro, He kept it low-key in his basement of bliss His boyhood idyll in a haven of retro Blown away on the metro the night of that first kiss But now his heart is in the Rheinland His spirit’s on the line He’s on track to trace her trail as he glides in darkness Like the barges on the Rhein Now Katharina was a dangerous damsel, Her eyes hue ice-blue in the Margots Café She sought out loathful leering Lotharios at random She felt commanded to damn them, she was solemn that way But Michel-Erik wove a new kind of hymnal, At piano in the corner, she watched him in bloom On a melancholy Monday, he finally picked up the signal, A fateful wait after hours the birth of glory and doom In the silken streets of Paris, no romance was wasted From Montmarte’s constellation to the steps of Sacre Couer Vin by the carafe, no bouquet went untasted, You don’t spill distillation of a vintage so pure Now her heart is in the wine land Her mind is on the vine They say you’ll find the cure if you don’t mind the silence In Burgundy and time All along the Left Bank he’d walk in the evenings She’d left in the autumn when he’d told her his plans Wrestling with the question can you say that you’re grieving When the love that you’re mourning died by your own hand Now his heart is in the Rheinland The narrative’s aligned It’s too late to save it now but he’ll live to say he tried and Keep the diamonds that he mined
5.
There’s fire on the water There’s tension in the dam And a line-up for the slaughter In the abbatoir of calm I promised to be faithful To the blessed creed of form But it seems uncouth and wasteful To dampen such a sacred storm You can keep your simple pleasures Undernourished and outworn And I’ll deal in greater measures Of the worshipped and the scorned You seem to think that I’m craving stability When I’m dyin’ to burst apart at the seams There’s nothing holy ‘bout your noble tranquility Or the jagged edges of your lithium dream I can see all the knight’s moves from this precipice And I’ve rediscovered a thirst for the game The back rank’s ungaurded, yes it’s reckless chess But oh you know I won’t be a pawn in your name There’s venom in your vision And poisonous control A worship of precision In the language that you stole I spied on your reflections Your spirit’s charcoal hue Beset on the correction Of a soul in neon blue You long for reconnection With the wisdom that you knew But you’ve mastered the deflection From the rueful and the true You seem to think that I’m craving stability When I’m yearning for an amphetamine sheen You’ll be lying low by your lake of placidity I’ll be flying high as I might with the cream of the cream I can see all the knight’s moves fom this precipice And I‘ve rediscovered a thirst for the game The back rank’s ungaurded, yes it’s reckless chess But oh you know I won’t bear the weight of your shame
6.
I’m writing this to you From the Hotel Nacional Where the aficianados dwell On the Santiiago hue Yes the Ron it ages well But the Son is just for show Where tobacco farmers sew There’s another tale to sell Well the pace of change is slow Since the days of rebel yells In a nation dressed up well Without a vale in which to flow But I’ve got a till to tell And I’ve got a plot to hoe And an awful lot to know Before I weave that spell Up in Havana Down by the water Your man is on the trail Of Hasselbacher’s daughter The star attraction Has a silencer on his trumpet He’s got a sure-fire action And I’m afraid he’s gona pump it In the Spanish squares of yore I’ve watched unlikely couples meet And the flames of foreign fleets Flash toward the fore Of the Floridita bar In the old town’s narrow streets Where the ghosts and shadows meet To the bay at Cojimar The mojitos molten sleet The Cohiba’s perfumed tar And the musk of deep cigars Lingers in your sheets But I’m off the scent so far And I’m melting in the heat When they find your weakest beat They’ll cut you at the scar Up in Havana Down by the water Your man hidden by a veil Has lost the ring he’d bought her The only promise I ever did abandon Haunts me in wicked ways I could never have imagined
7.
In the era of ascendance, I was seeking out an edge In a beerhouse at the crossroads I found him in full fledge Fueling friendly fire, conducting on the ledge of the unknown In the spirit of transcendance, I let go of the reins Abandoned safetycrosscodes of the sterile and the sane He sang in middle eastern time, spoke to me of Spain in moorish tones You were in full flight, Gerry A diamond mind holding court from your throne Your father dealt in gamblers, though he’d never laid a bet You’d rolled around with ramblers and you only played roulette When I passed you in the High Street, you spat out ‘traitor’ yet You could not have known When you came burned out in anger, I was the keeper of the gate I’d seen your soul in amber and now I’d seen it straight I felt no recognition from a spirit so sedate and overthrown You were broken down, Gerry A maestro in the mire than you’d sewn Now all your falls are steeper, your flights few and far between The darkest days are deeper but still your spirit’s keen In a world so grim with reapers, your corruscation seems the gleam Of precious stone Oh it’s alright, Gerry There’s wisdom in the ways that you’ve flown
8.
I had a word with the wise man as he lay twisted and bent He spoke of the fond time before he’d been spent, Of the shape of his thoughts in the darkest of hours His words weren’t withered, his heart hadn’t soured He said ‘when the clouds came in closer and the night left me blind I transcended the matter, it was only a matter of mind’ I ran into the rabbi as I broadened horizons Blessed with a chalice, he’d filled it with poison To drown out the drone of corrupt ancestry He drew long on the pipe, then he passed it to me He said ‘I looked into the shadows to see what I’d find From the black underpass to the back of the mine’ Back on the true path of his concentrate rhyme, He transcended the matter, it was only a matter of time I passed on through Townes’ gallant ghost of the highway Haunted by trails he’d left on the sky Turned away from the road he’d wandered sublime Chose the dual path of my own grand design I said ‘I’ve thought long and hard now about every turn The strong hand I was dealt was not mine to burn Won’t you give me your blessing if I promise to earn Song’s silver stripes oh I’ll promise to learn’ He said ‘forget not the donwtrodden or those left behind If you must choose the matter of mind within matter Then make it a matter of mind’
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released August 1, 2011

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Doctor Mirabilis Nottingham, UK

After shedding the exoskeleton of troubled troubadour JT Songs, Doctor M emerged fully formed and backed by the superb playing and production of Peyton Pinkerton on his first three albums, A Matter of Mind (2011), Exiles (2014), and The Captain’s Chorus (2017). Aims and Methods (2023) signals a new musical direction and the first release recorded and mixed at Doctor M’s own Sublemotion Studios. ... more

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